the beginning of our end

when it happened in december we should’ve known. that it would change things, turn everything from good to bad. it would change the both of us, and what we were like. we should’ve known that it was the beginning of something, the beginning of our ending.

life hasn’t been good to me recently. i’ve had my fair share of ups and downs. a little too much i’d say. in Love Simon, Blue says that he feels like life is like a ferris wheel, one second you’re on top, the next you’re down again. that’s exactly how i feel right now. one second i’m all hyped up, the next i’m crying about something i have absolutely no control over.